The Unknown Side Effects of Chemotherapy

Since they are unknown, they are.
But the known ones = fatigue, bad taste in mouth, poison exuding from your pores...fatigue...not to mention the known ones like hair loss and hair loss.
Susan is such a trooper...looking a bit pasty after her second round of toxins being poured into her blood. Here is a photo of her getting shot up with pink kool-aid.

Tayata Om Baykhense Baykhense Maha BayKhense Razad Sama Gate Soha...or something like that. May all beings undergoing chemo find health again.

Do we really want this dude to be prez?

Jon Stewart on Sarah Palin Posted by Buster Taint

Blue Moon Cabin Brochure Almost Done!

It has only taken four years, but I have almost, finally finished the cabin's brochure and new rate card. Wow...and instead of really finishing it right now, I am blogging! Surprise? I guess not.

Here is a preview:

So, now on to my website and whatever!

Buster Taint Palin

That is my new name...given to me appropriately by the hickey mom...oops, I mean hockey fuck mom...oops...hockey puck in red lipstick.
Love it love it love it!

Let's not bicker and argue about who killed who...

Whatever...

No Woman No Cry

This is a photo of the first snow of the season on September 1, 2008, taken from my bedroom window, just as the photo from June 11 or 12th.

Here are MY current updates:
Susan's chemo to start next Wednesday...a whole day in Billings spent being victimized (ME, not S) by the medical system. FUCK!!! I hate this shit.
New/used tractor on its way to 200 Mountain Brook...a 45 horse power Kubota...looking for 18 grand, and think I can find it...
Milou and Bodhi washed today...smelled like dead animal (rabbit) and now smell like shampoo. Which is really worse?
Brochure for the cabin done...now website and then???
Tomorrow, leading Ngondro practice and meditation...is that a joke, a blessing...both...neither?

Listening to Susan Vega sing "hold me like a baby that will not sleep...oh.oh."

And Amélie says: "blah, blah, blah, something, something...whatever...WHATEVER." I love her more than anyone or anything I can remember in this lifetime. She is my hook and may I use that to benefit something bigger than what I know as me.

Rainy today and cold setting in. Fingers are cracking already, which means about 1 and 1/2 months of crack free-dom.

Khenpo is coming in November...I love him, too, but know I am unable to love him.

"Some say its just a part of it...won't you help to sing these songs of freedom...cause all I ever have...redemption songs...all I ever have...redemption songs...these songs of feedom...How long will they kill our our prophets?"

HEY - This is MY United States of WHATEVER...whatever.

We Must NOT Blink, Charlie

This is MY United States of....whatever