This is a photo of the first snow of the season on September 1, 2008, taken from my bedroom window, just as the photo from June 11 or 12th.
Here are MY current updates:
Susan's chemo to start next Wednesday...a whole day in Billings spent being victimized (ME, not S) by the medical system. FUCK!!! I hate this shit.
New/used tractor on its way to 200 Mountain Brook...a 45 horse power Kubota...looking for 18 grand, and think I can find it...
Milou and Bodhi washed today...smelled like dead animal (rabbit) and now smell like shampoo. Which is really worse?
Brochure for the cabin done...now website and then???
Tomorrow, leading Ngondro practice and meditation...is that a joke, a blessing...both...neither?
Listening to Susan Vega sing "hold me like a baby that will not sleep...oh.oh."
And Amélie says: "blah, blah, blah, something, something...whatever...WHATEVER." I love her more than anyone or anything I can remember in this lifetime. She is my hook and may I use that to benefit something bigger than what I know as me.
Rainy today and cold setting in. Fingers are cracking already, which means about 1 and 1/2 months of crack free-dom.
Khenpo is coming in November...I love him, too, but know I am unable to love him.
"Some say its just a part of it...won't you help to sing these songs of freedom...cause all I ever have...redemption songs...all I ever have...redemption songs...these songs of feedom...How long will they kill our our prophets?"
HEY - This is MY United States of WHATEVER...whatever.
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