Thursday, December 31, 2009
Thursday, December 17, 2009
About me...
"Because she is so compassionate and such a good listener, Rebecca can run behind in clinic - I feel that she needs to say “no” at times to allow more time/space for herself and to better stay on top of patient care, e.g. PAQ, tasks, etc. With the adoption of EMR, she needs to make sure that all of her chronic pain patients have contracts – a minor point as she has been instrumental in improving our care of chronic pain patients."
Am wondering who it is that I am supposed to say "no" to? Admin? My nurses? the Patients? Me? You? No to EMR? No to not having lunches because of poor scheduling? I wonder why people should have to suffer because of that? I guess I am supposed to do what every other provider, nurse or staff does and walk out at noon for my hour long lunch break? Is that what you mean by saying no?
If staff have to experience the "dark" side of my commitment to patient care, then maybe I am not working in the right clinic with the right staff. I don't accept it...If there is a "dark" side to compassion, then I feel bad for those that reinforce that sentiment, including you...all knowing and politcally correct clinic admin. What a pile of crap you spread on the world...
Honestly...I feel fuckin' sick to my stomach. Think I'll have to say no to work tomorrow, 'cause I might have to puke for a day or so.
Or maybe you are joking???
Monday, December 14, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Yes, it IS hard
Patience and practice...then letting go so that what we once knew in a past life can manifest in this life...n'est pas?
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
HappyDent
Featuring Monica, Carol and Joan...you will wonder where your karma went...
Still not over the jet lag...in a weird way. Awake at 1:00 AM...hope I can function tomorrow at work, my first day back. Just so glad I didn't have to do prostate surgery earlier in the week, like Dr. T-Bolte...
Anyway, my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard...
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Jet Lag Eating
OK, absolutely NO good comes from eating freshly made tortillas with butter and cheese at 1 AM...except that it reminds me of the naan in Bhutan...and it satisfies that weird pit in my stomach telling me it is lunchtime. (Not that I always eat lunch when here in the States.)
This flu, this jet lag...now this hunger...forget each time how hard it is to put our bodies in a big metal case and then shift all our cells as we fly across the world...
So, here I am at 1:02 AM, wide awake, flu a bit better, but then I remember I just took some advil. Behind, behind in my other work...
The days right now are lovely and autumn-like.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
There may be a reason that this was not posted in the local news?
Man attacked by bear near Cooke City
Posted: Oct 11, 2009 10:55 AM
Updated: Oct 11, 2009 10:55 AM
A man was taken to the hospital after being attacked by a bear on Saturday morning in the Coulter Pass area, near Cooke City.
The Park County Sheriff's Office in Livingston reports that a grizzly bear charged and started to maul a hunter around 10:30 Saturday morning.
Another hunter shot at the bear and bullet hit the man who was attacked by the bear. An ambulance took the injured hunter to the hospital. There is no word on his condition.
Montana, Fish, Wildlife and Parks, along the U.S. Forest Service are helping in the investigation.
Friday, October 9, 2009
Banquet Speech from C.N. Yang - 1957
Banquet Speech
Chen Ning Yang's speech at the Nobel Banquet in Stockholm, December 10, 1957
Your Majesties, Your Royal Highnesses, Ladies and Gentlemen:
First of all allow me to thank the Nobel Foundation and the Swedish Academy of Sciences for the kind hospitality that Mrs. Yang and I have so much enjoyed. I also wish to thank especially Professor Karlgren for his quotation and his passage in Chinese, to hear which is to warm my heart.
The institution of the awarding of Nobel prizes started in the year 1901. In that same year another momentous event took place of great historical importance. It was, incidentally, to have a decisive influence on the course of my personal life and was to be instrumental in relation to my present participation in the Nobel festival of 1957. With your kind indulgence I shall take a few minutes to go a little bit into this matter.
In the latter half of the last century the impact of the expanding influence of Western culture and economic system brought about in China a severe conflict. The question was heatedly debated of how much Western culture should be brought into China. However, before a resolution was reached reasons gave way to emotions, and there arose in the eighteen nineties groups of people called I Ho Tuan in Chinese, or Boxers in English who claimed to be able to withstand in bare flesh attack of modern weapons. Their stupid and ignorant action against the Westerners in China brought in 1900 the armies of many European countries and of the U.S. into Peking. The incident is called the Boxer War and was characterized on both sides by barbarous killings and shameful lootings. In the final analysis, the incident is seen as originating from an emotional expression of the frustration and anger of the proud people of China who had been subject to ever increasing oppression from without and decadent corruption from within. It is also seen in history as settling, once and for all, the debate as to how much Western culture should be introduced into China.
The war ended in 1901 when a treaty was signed. Among other things the treaty stipulated that China was to pay the powers the sum of approximately 500 million ounces of silver, a staggering amount in those days. About ten years later, in a typically American gesture, the U.S. decided to return to China her share of the sum. The money was used to set up a Fund which financed a University, the Tsinghua University, and a fellowship program for students to study in the U.S. I was a direct beneficiary of both of these two projects. I grew up in the secluded and academically inclined atmosphere of the campus of this University where my father was a professor and enjoyed a tranquil childhood that was unfortunately denied most of the Chinese of my generation. I was later to receive an excellent first two years' graduate education in the same University and then again was able to pursue my studies in the U.S. on a fellowship from the aforementioned fund.
As I stand here today and tell you about these, I am heavy with an awareness of the fact that I am in more than one sense a product of both the Chinese and Western cultures, in harmony and in conflict. I should like to say that I am as proud of my Chinese heritage and background as I am devoted to modern science, a part of human civilization of Western origin, to which I have dedicated and I shall continue to dedicate my work.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Quote of the Day and a Harvest Moon
She was flushed and felt intoxicated with the sound of her own voice and the unaccustomed taste of candor. It muddled her like wine, or like a first breath of freedom.
Kate Chopin (1851-1904)
Harvest Moon after 18 inches of snow:
and the last bit of snow atop my truck this morning:
and then, of course, someone to show the way:
Monday, October 5, 2009
OK, winter isn't just a 'comin' in...it is here
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Winter is a comin' in
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Two cute dogs, two cats and a nice log home
Anyone need a beautiful place to stay for the last two weeks of October? I am heading to Bhutan and am suddenly feeling like someone should be here...
High speed internet, DISH TV with HBO, etc...lots of firewood, plus radiant floor heat...and two cute doggies. Lots of space and wide open views.
I know it is last minute...but let me know if you need a vacation!
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Is the Universe conspiring against ME?
It has to be so...all the websites I work on are messed up big time...my cabin's brochure request form doesn't work since ValueWeb was bought out by Hostway...the Namdroling site doesn't display correctly in I.E...(Tell me again why people use Microsoft products??? monopoly?)
UGH...I am not smart enough, young enough and am lacking the time enough to mess with this CRAP!
UGH...maybe it is time to drop out, tune in...turn on...is that what Timothy Leary said?
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
Idiot Wind
Monday, May 11, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Spacey...punch biopsies, nail avulsions and addicts
No fuckin' shit!
I liked working with the dying...those young men with HIV...there was a time when all the pretenses were abolished...when there was no need to lie...when we could just be two human beings on this path knowing that we all die, that some kind of suffering is inevitable and that love is all that really matters.
Hi ho Silver and away....
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Nerd-dom
Here are two of the birds we saw and heard today:
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
mood enhancer
So that latest is that he got his new dimwit gal prego...let's hope they move to Lewistown to be closer to her mom...I wonder of he realizes he'll need a new vehicle schlepping four kids around?
My mood got better after having Amélie here most of the day...thanks to my little bobo...
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Lizard People
In Indian scriptures and legends, the Nāga (Devanagari: नाग) are reptilian beings said to live underground and interact with human beings on the surface. In some versions, these beings were said to have once lived on a continent in the Indian Ocean that sank beneath the waves. Indian texts also refer to a reptilian race called the "Sarpa" (Devanagari: सर्प). The Syrictæ of India (not to be confused with the Sciritae of ancient Greece) were a legendary tribe of men with snake-like nostrils in place of noses and bandy serpentine legs.
According to writer David Icke, 7-foot (2.1 m) tall, blood-drinking reptilian humanoids from the star system Alpha Draconis are the force behind a worldwide conspiracy directed at humanity. The reptilians maintain their control through the generation of fear and negative emotion, which is food to these entities, by manufacturing conflicts, primarily wars. He contends that most of the world's leaders are in fact related to these reptilians. Icke's theories now have supporters in 47 countries and he frequently gives lectures to crowds of 2500 or more.[6][7]
According to an interview with David Icke, Christine Fitzgerald claims that she was a confidante of Diana, Princess of Wales, and that Diana told her that the British Royal Family were reptilian aliens, and that they could shapeshift.[8] Icke also claims that many presidents of the United States have been and are reptilian humanoids. In his view, United States foreign policy after September 11 is the product of a reptilian conspiracy to enslave humanity completely in a "New World Order," with George W. Bush and other minor and major political figures being the conduits used for the unfolding of this Reptilian conspiracy.
Icke draws connections between the reptilian aliens in his theories and the Annunaki depicted in Zecharia Sitchin's 12th Planet,[9] which has led to other conspiracy theorists referring to reptilian humanoids as the "Annunaki";[10] however, Sitchin himself has always described his Annunaki as purely humanoid.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Quote for April 7
Then I said, "What you want, you no get."
Then she called and said she was jones'n bad...
F**k this shit...all of it.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
Patient Quote of the Month
Thanks to Erin for inspiring me to write this on my blog.
And if you go chasing rabbits
OK...so now I cannot sleep, even after completely exhausting myself hashing over the "circle."
I can't help it; I am just that way.
So here are my questions:
If your best friend, co-worker, kid or whatever, violates his/her probation, which he/she is on for sexually molesting or in some way harassing someone, do you invite them back into a situation where they have total control over the lives of the disenfranchised?
Is there really anything wrong with being investigated, if you have violated a major statute in your profession?
I have personal experience with this process...and while unpleasant, it is just a reality of working in our world. And fucking thank god! Someone's got to keep their head.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
keep your head...keep your head
Friday, March 6, 2009
Dents de bonheur and the gap-toothed wife of Bath
Diastema is a gap or space between two teeth. The term is most commonly applied to be an open space between the upper incisors (front teeth). It happens when there is an unequal relationship between the size of the teeth and the jaw. Many species of mammals have diastema as a normal feature, for example the gap between molars and incisors in rodents.
Diastema is sometimes caused or exacerbated by tongue thrusting or the pulling action of a labial frenulum (the tissue around the lip), which can push the teeth apart. Actually, a frenum does not pull the tissue. Rather, it causes a high mucosal attachment and less attached keratinized tissue which is more prone to recession.
In the Canterbury Tales, Geoffrey Chaucer wrote of the "gap-toothed wife of Bath." As early as this time period, the gap between the front teeth, especially in women, had been associated with lustful characteristics. Thus, the implication in describing "the gap-toothed wife of Bath" is that she is a middle-aged woman with insatiable lust. This has no scientific basis, but it has been a popular assumption in folklore since the Middle Ages.
In Nigerian society, diastemata are occasionally regarded as being attractive mostly among the western regions, and some people have even had them created through cosmetic dentistry. In France, they are called "dents du bonheur" ("lucky teeth").
Les Blank's Gap-Toothed Women is a documentary film about diastematic women.
Notable people with diastema
- Barbara Urie Marshall, Hardcore Nurse and Mom
- Belladonna, Hardcore Pornstar
- Condoleezza Rice, United States Secretary of State
- Elton John, English pop/rock singer and musician
- Elijah Wood, American actor
- Ronaldo, Brazilian footballer
- Louie Anderson, American comedian
- Jorja Fox, American actress
- Michael Strahan, American football player
- Madonna, American singer
- Paul F. Tompkins, American comedian
- Esther Rolle, American actress
- David Letterman, American TV comedian
- Jemaine Clement, musician/comedian
- Kurt Nilsen, singer/songwriter and World Idol winner
- Eddie Murphy, American actor/Comedian
- Laura San Giacomo, American actress
- Arnold Schwarzenegger, Austrian-American politician
- Seal (musician), Singer
- Jennifer Hudson, American singer and actress
- Lauren Hutton, American supermodel and actress
- Anna Paquin, Canadian-New Zealand actress
- Paul Sheer, American comedian/actor
- Terry-Thomas, British actor
- Vanessa Paradis, French singer/actress
- Dave Foley, Canadian comedian/actor/writer
- Eve Myles, Welsh actress
- Brandi Carlile, American singer
- Davor Suker, Croatian football player
- Eduardo Skinner, Spanish Artist
- Denis Leary, American actor/comedian
- Ernest Borgnine, American actor
- Marga Gomez, Puerto Rican comedian and playwright
- Flea, Bassist for the Red Hot Chili Peppers
- Rebecca Hintze, Gap-toothed lady of Livingston
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Happy Birthday Chiki Piki Doodle Baba
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Man the Lifeboat: more ranting on R.J.
Just so you don't think I am a total ass:
"Restorative Justice posits a paradigm shift that is best understood by asking the oft-quoted "three questions." Our present system of justice asks, "1. What laws have been broken?, 2. Who did it?, 3. What do they deserve?", whereas restorative justice asks, "1. Who has been hurt?, 2. What are their needs?, 3. Whose obligations are these?"
This seems reasonable...who has been hurt...what are their needs...whose obligations???
I still don't think it is possible to "restore" something that wasn't there in the first place. The whole premise of this type of thinking revolves around the idea that people really want to be "good."
And even though I am a Buddhist, I cannot get behind that notion. So my B.S. meter is wagging way over the top here.
Restorative Justice and other thoughts
If you feel like puking reading the first part of this, just go to the end of this blog.
"Restorative justice is a theory of justice that emphasizes repairing the harm caused or revealed by criminal behavior. It is best accomplished through cooperative processes that include all stakeholders.
- identifying and taking steps to repair harm,
- involving all stakeholders, and
- transforming the traditional relationship between communities and their governments in responding to crime.
- Victim offender mediation
- Conferencing
- Circles
- Victim assistance
- Ex-offender assistance
- Restitution
- Community service
Three principles form the foundation for restorative justice:
- Justice requires that we work to restore those who have been injured.
- Those most directly involved and affected by crime should have the opportunity to participate fully in the response if they wish.
- Government's role is to preserve a just public order, and the community's is to build and maintain a just peace.
- Encounter: Create opportunities for victims, offenders and community members who want to do so to meet to discuss the crime and its aftermath
- Amends: Expect offenders to take steps to repair the harm they have caused
- Reintegration: Seek to restore victims and offenders to whole, contributing members of society
- Inclusion: Provide opportunities for parties with a stake in a specific crime to participate in its resolution
And here is the critical term: "Seek to restore victims and offenders to whole, contributing members of society"...as if any of us or them have been whole, contributing members of society...that is the big assumption that is just plain wrong...so hang me for my damned political incorrectness. And go restore yourself.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
First, take an ice pick from your kitchen...then shove it just under your upper eyelid...
In 1935, Portuguese physician and neurologist António Egas Moniz pioneered a surgery he called prefrontal leucotomy. The procedure involved drilling holes in the patient's head and destroying tissue in the frontal lobes by injecting alcohol. He later changed technique, using a surgical instrument called a leucotome that cut brain tissue by rotating a retractable wire loop (a quite different cutting instrument also used for lobotomies shares the same name). Moniz was given the Nobel Prize for medicine in 1949 for this work.
The American neurologist and psychiatrist Walter Freeman was intrigued by Moniz's work, and with the help of his close friend, a neurosurgeon named James W. Watts, he performed the first prefrontal leucotomy in the U.S. in 1936. Freeman and Watts gradually refined the surgical technique, and created the Freeman-Watts procedure (the "precision method," the standard prefrontal lobotomy).
The Freeman-Watts prefrontal lobotomy still required drilling holes in the scalp, so surgery had to be performed in an operating room by trained neurosurgeons. Walter Freeman believed that this surgery would be unavailable to the patients who needed it most: those that lived in state mental hospitals with no operating rooms, no surgeons, no anesthesia, and very little money. Freeman wanted to simplify the procedure so that it could be carried out by psychiatrists in mental asylums, which housed roughly 600,000 American inpatients at the time.
Inspired by the work of Italian psychiatrist Amarro Fiamberti, Freeman decided to access the frontal lobes through the eye sockets, instead of through drilled holes in the scalp. In 1945, he took an icepick from his own kitchen and began to test the new surgical technique on cadavers. The technique was called "transorbital lobotomy," and it involved lifting the upper eyelid and placing the point of a thin surgical instrument (often called an orbitoclast or leucotome, although quite different from the wire loop leucotome described above) under the eyelid and against the top of the eyesocket. A hammer or mallet was then used to drive the leucotome through the thin layer of bone and into the brain. The leucotome was then moved from side to side, to sever the nerve fibers connecting the frontal lobes to the thalamus.
In selected patients, the butt of the leucotome was pulled upward, sending the tip farther back into the brain, producing a "deep frontal cut," a more radical form of lobotomy. The leucotome was then withdrawn, and the procedure was repeated on the other side. Walter Freeman first performed a transorbital lobotomy on a live patient in 1946. This new form of psychosurgery was intended for use in state mental hospitals that often did not have the facilities for anesthesia, so Freeman suggested using electroconvulsive therapy to render the patient unconscious.
Notable cases
Rosemary Kennedy, the sister of President John F. Kennedy, was given a lobotomy when her father complained to doctors about the 23-year-old's moodiness. Dr. Walter Freeman personally performed the procedure. Rather than any improvement, however, the lobotomy reduced Rosemary to an infantile mentality including incontinence. Her verbal skills were reduced to unintelligible babble. Her father hid the nature of Rosemary's affliction for years and described it as the result of mental retardation. Rosemary's sister Eunice Kennedy Shriver founded the Special Olympics in her honor in 1968.
Here is Rosemary's story - "the first of the Kennedy family tragedies."
In 1941, when Rosemary was 23, her father was told by her doctors that a cutting edge procedure would help calm her "mood swings that the family found difficult to handle at home". Joseph Kennedy gave permission for the procedure to be performed by Dr. Walter Freeman, the director of the laboratories at St. Elizabeths Hospital in Washington, D.C., together with his partner, James W. Watts, MD, from the University of Virginia. Watts performed his neurosurgical training at the Massachusetts General Hospital, and later he became the Chief of Neurosurgery at the George Washington University Hospital. Highly regarded, Dr. Watts later became the 91st president of the Medical Society of the District of Columbia. The procedure in question was a lobotomy.
At the time only 65 previous lobotomies had been performed. Dr. Watts, who performed the surgery while Dr. Freeman supervised/observed, described the procedure:
We went through the top of the head, I think she was awake. She had a mild tranquilizer. I made a surgical incision in the brain through the skull. It was near the front. It was on both sides. We just made a small incision, no more than an inch." The instrument Dr. Watts used looked like a butter knife. He swung it up and down to cut brain tissue. "We put an instrument inside," he said. As Dr. Watts cut, Dr. Freeman put questions to Rosemary. For example, he asked her to recite the Lord's Prayer or sing "God Bless America" or count backwards. ... "We made an estimate on how far to cut based on how she responded." ... When she began to become incoherent, they stopped.
—James W. Watts
Instead of producing the hoped-for result, however, the lobotomy reduced Rosemary to an infantile mentality that left her incontinent and staring blankly at walls for hours. Her verbal skills were reduced to unintelligible babble. Her mother, Mrs. Rose Kennedy, remarked that although the lobotomy stopped her daughter's violent behavior, it left her completely incapacitated. "Rose was devastated; she considered it the first of the Kennedy family tragedies."
Freeman went on to perform more than 3,000 lobotomies before his license to practice medicine was revoked (because of the death of a patient). Such lobotomy treatments are now discredited by the mental health and medical communities, and the procedure is no longer used.
Can anyone tell what the F_ _ _ is wrong with our medical system? They only stopped doing lobotomies when thorazine came on the market...they called it a "chemical" lobotomy. Has anything really changed?
Friday, February 13, 2009
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Maybe white trash america should be a bit afraid?
Here's a video of my childhood hero (Pete Seeger, not Bruce Springsteen)...and so watching this tonight I am thinking...oh yeah, maybe all those filled with intolerance and hatred for those different than themselves...maybe all the those who seek to make themselves feel better by putting down another, whether because of race, gender or whatever...maybe they should be a teeny tiny bit afraid, because believe it or not...we are gonna rock your world.
Here's the love, y'all:
May the new prez and his wife have a long life, filled with love!
Friday, January 16, 2009
As if We Needed a Study
Coffee reduces Alzheimer's risk: study
Middle-aged people who drink moderate amounts of coffee significantly reduce their risk of developing Alzheimer's disease, a study by Finnish and Swedish researchers showed Thursday.
"Middle-aged people who drank between three and five cups of coffee a day lowered their risk of developing dementia and Alzheimer's disease by between 60 and 65 per cent later in life," said lead researcher on the project, Miia Kivipelto, a professor at the University of Kuopio in Finland and at the Karolinska Institute in Stockholm.
The study, which was also conducted in cooperation with the National Public Health Institute in Helsinki and which was published in the Journal of Alzheimer's Disease this month, was based on repeated interviews with 1,409 people in Finland over more than two decades.
They were first asked about their coffee-drinking habits when they were in their 50s and their memory functions were tested again in 1998, when they were between 65 and 79 years of age.
A total of 61 people had by then developed dementia, 48 of whom had Alzheimer's, the researchers said.
"There are perhaps one or two other studies that have shown that coffee can improve some memory functions (but) this is the first study directed at dementia and Alzheimer's (and) in which the subjects are followed for such a long time," Kivipelto told AFP.
She said it remained unclear exactly how moderate coffee drinking helped delay or avoid the onset of dementia, but pointed out that coffee contains strong antioxidants, which are known to counter Alzheimer's.
Some studies have also shown that coffee helps protects the nerve system, which can also protect against dementia, she said, pointing out that yet other studies show that coffee protects against diabetes, which in turn is known to be linked to Alzheimer's.
"Going forward, researchers should try to nail down exactly what the protective elements in coffee consist in," Kivipelto said.
The Finnish-Swedish research results surfaced just a day after a separate study published by psychologists at Durham University showed a link between heavy coffee drinking and hallucinations.
"I guess this shows that you shouldn't exaggerate," Kivipelto said when asked about the British study, pointing out that her research showed "insignificant" benefits to drinking more than five cups of coffee a day when it came to protecting against dementia.
"Too much is simply too much," she said.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Home Made Stew
As I was cooking meself up a batch of Montany style stew, alå Julia Child, with gallons of red wine, I suddenly realized that almost every person is brought up with this idea of how to make stew, or how to make stuffing, or apple pie. And of course, it is rare that anyone can make it as well as you might be able to do. I feel that way especially about stew...and stuffing...well, and apple pie, too...
Anyway, I made this big batch of delicious stew today, and then went out to dinner and saw Grand Torino, which is a pretty amazing Buddhist story. I hope you all get a chance to see it, along with two other amazing, lovely, thought provoking movies, both with this Buddhist themes (or as Ams would say...boody themes.) The two other shows are Doubt and Benjamin Button. Now, I understand that my brother and his wife did not care for the BB movie, and so be it. It is long, but I loved it because it is about love and besides that I am in love with Kate Winslett and Meryl Streep. MS was not in BB, but she was the uptight nun in doubt.
Tonight, I am feeling appreciative for everyone in my life. Family, friends, dogs, cats, rats...thanks y'all. Love.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Sixteen Things
SIXTEEN THINGS
1. When I was 15 or so (1969?), my birthday present from my sister, Sarah, was to go to the French film festival in Hollywood, and at the first film I saw Joni Mitchell.
2. I was made to go outside and "hold up a pole" in 7th grade, because I refused to salute the flag. (big surprise. eh?) David Harris wrote to me from prison. (Diamonds and Rust)
3. I ran away from home when I was 16, got arrested by a cop in Kingman, Arizona, who would have let met go if I screwed him. My folks came to pick me up and a week later, let me go to the Renaissance Pleasure Faire, where I did all sorts of things.
4. I fell in love for the first time when I was 14.
5. My sister saved my life when I was young, and now I save hers. (sometimes)
6. I used to go topless on the beaches of Venice, California.
7. I have a Froggy Bottom Guitar and had guitar lessons...
8. I loved my dad, who had huge blue eyes, was born with congenital cataracts that weren't discovered until he was 5 years old and killed himself when he was 63, which is the exact age that Ernest Hemingway shot himself. One if my friend's aunts was the third wife of Hemingway.
9. My best friend in grammar school, Lois, is a lawyer in Fullerton. We used to take her German Shepard, Maria, with us everywhere. One time, Janice Joplin asked us to go buy her some beer, but we couldn't because we were only like 14 or so.
10. I had Thanksgiving dinner with Bonnie Raitt.
11. I was a midwife for many years and went to more than 200 births. Sometimes I miss that middle of the night stillness.
12. I love watching House.
13. I lived in France for almost a year and never had one glass of wine, nor one éclair
14. I still have a huge crush on Meryl Streep and Susan Sarandon.
15. I used to write poetry, kind of, and wrote the lyrics to two songs that have been recorded. And have two or three secret blogs.
16. I was married to a French man named Pierre Horny, who was from Lunéville, France..yep that's Pierre Horny from Lunéville.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
In my times of trouble
OK, now that we have all (well, most of us anyway) been cleansed properly, I would like to introduce a dear friend of mine. She is the most awesome virgin anyone could meet, oops, I mean person.
Has anyone noticed that there is some light now at 6 PM...as soon as the darkest day comes round, it starts to get light.
Gawd, am I profound or what???
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Full moon
Happy full moon, full life and everything else.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Monday, January 5, 2009
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Che - Did you know this?
A declassified memorandum dated October 11, 1967 to United States President Lyndon B. Johnson from his National Security Advisor, Walt Whitman Rostow, called the decision to kill Guevara "stupid" but "understandable from a Bolivian standpoint." After the execution, Rodríguez took several of Guevara's personal items, including a watch which he continued to wear many years later, often showing them to reporters during the ensuing years. Today, some of these belongings, including his flashlight, are on display at the CIA. After a military doctor amputated his hands, Bolivian army officers transferred Guevara's body to an undisclosed location and refused to reveal whether his remains had been buried or cremated. The hands were preserved in formaldehyde to be sent to Buenos Aires for fingerprint identification. (His fingerprints were on file with the Argentine police.) They were later sent to Cuba. On October 15, Castro acknowledged that Guevara was dead and proclaimed three days of public mourning throughout the island. On October 18, Castro addressed a crowd of almost one million people in Havana and spoke about Guevara's character as a revolutionary.
May all disenfranchised people of the world be liberated.